mutating flemockets and my lack of wank

i am suffering from the following today…

* lack of motivation for masturbation.
* lots of relationship arguments, long drawn out conversations of existentialist manner which just continue to do my fucking head in!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* lack of self respect for myself, I know what I mean here.
* mutating flemockets, which frankly I thought would have mutated their way out of existence by now, obviously I am wrong, cause there comes another one.
* loneliness and misunderstanding.
* a ridiculous inability to convey my emotions to another person, I also know what I mean here.
* stuck between the shiny light and the deep dark bottomless pit, pick a fucking direction, that would at least be a bloody start.
* FUCK!!!!!! Frustrations that I am frustrated about.

I often think of the amount of thoughts I think in each thought of each second and I am still left thinking….

FUCCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8 comments

    • admin says:

      oh how i wish i could do that, if only my desk were not so close to boss!!! he, he, he, i was just reading your latest entry bout the hanging, i am smiling to myself…hmmm, am thinking not so very nice a thought though, bad, bad lauren, you should not think that!!! xoxo

    • admin says:

      sleep and cake, two of my most favourite things, next to handstands of course. starwars marathon sounds dreamy, i did hitchhikers guide to the galaxy last night, was an attempt to bring about some sort of mental order, alas the snot keeps running. xo

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